I look at me

 I look at myself just to see,

How much I gave, how much I lost.

I loved too much, so carelessly,

Yet never stopped to count the cost.


I look at myself just to see,

A pile of failures, sharp and clear.

Not due walls too high, but missing keys,

For doors I couldn’t reach for fear.


I look at myself just to see,

A map of scars, but not from war.

Not battles fought, but flaws the in me,

A truth I could not hide anymore.


I look at myself just to see,

No gift, no skill that sets me free.

Yet still I ask, will I ever be

Able to love myself like me?

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